The stuff he had me snort and smoke each time there was a few open minutes between the departure of the last man to fuck me and the arrrival of more men, and breaks from my anal pounding that ranged from 2 minute to ten minutes a couple of times, he told me what it was as I layed across waded up sheets pulled loose and soaked with sweat and cum during my life's wildest adventure to date. So remember that next time you use a motel room coffee cup. He had me snort and smoke some stuff I'd never tried before because he assured me it would mke me hornier than I'd ever been and give me the stamina to take huge black cock after huge black cock for a good chunk of 3 days where I consumed only cum he scooped up from my ass and inner thighs after every 3rd or 4th man using a coffee cup belonging to the motel.
My pimp became my pimp by virtue of a slight trick he pulled before men began arriving to fuck me and throughout the gangbang. So on DecemI mustered the courage to take the leap from respected Pulitzer winning newsman with great friends in very high places, to being in a sleazy motel room in Atlanta where my new, in fact, my first ever pimp had arranged an all black, all bareback gang bang for me that was one of my top fantasies I was determined to experience and boy did I.Īfter 36 hours of near nonstop anal pounding of my ass and sucking cocks waiting their turn as well as sucking everyone of them clean after they unloaded their DNA deep inside me where I'd taken 48 loads in 48 fucking by 44 black men and one white guy why looked in my motel room door to see what the steady stream of men coming and going was about and my pimp invited him in to have some Kentucky ass.Įach time a man unloaded in me, King Carlos, my pimp, handed them a Sharpie to leave their mark on my back that resulted in 48 black semi-permanent ink marks put there buy 45 men, three of which returned to fuck me again before it was all over couple of hours before my Delta flight back to Lexington.
This remained my secret dream all though my adult life, the dream continuously growing in intensity and intent to make it a reality.Īfter some very fortunate successes in my professional career as a journalist followed with spotting an opportunity to either end up completely broke or very comfortable financially if I was correct in my prediction of a stock's future during the Great Recession, I was right and suddenly found myself in a financial situation where I would no longer find it necessary to have bosses or to work for anyone ever again.
Having been a cocksucker for 6 years already when I watched that video way back then, I made a vow to myself that someday that would be me in videos being fucked in both holes by huge black cocks and being pissed on even shit on knowing I would be seen in this age of internet porn, by millions of people, mostly men. Ever since seeing my very first porn video when I was a lad of a beautiful girl fucked in all 3 holes by a huge black cock, I have wanted more than anything to become her, the girl, the beautiful slut in the video who so casually shows all and services that monster black cock on video knowing she would be seen in gret detail by countless men everywhere, including all who know her, yet she seemed to bask in that awareness. Both marriages ended in divorce as became quickly bored with their sex, preferring the blowjobs I gave to numerous men at glory holes every day of my life for over 20 years, including through both marriages.
I'm was an extremely closeted bi white American male in a highly respectable career in which I was a success on all levels including financial and social as my successes drew a lot of people in high places into seeking my friendship, and beautiful women who wanted to have sex with me and I never turned that down, even marrying two of them who never knew until recently that I am bi. Did I do the right thing or is it the mistake of a lifetime?